Seriously, what did I ever do?
Drink of the Day: Water, I can’t afford anything else
Soundtrack of the day: Rain water soaking into my carpet
All right, I shall warn y’all in advance that this will likely be completely incoherent. You have been warned!!!
Like the title says, I only want to know what in the Seven Hells I ever did to deserve what’s been happening recently.
So, a quick recap of everything that’s been happening:
BAD STUFFS
- school went down the tubes with the new instructor
- car completely crapped out, needed new battery and alternator
- subsequently had to take the bus half way across the city to get to work
- started working a second job in hopes I would actually be able to make payments on my various bills
- my dog had to be put down because he had been hit by a car (not to mention that no one in my family thought to tell me about this)
- crazy day of rain rendered my carpets soaked and a stinky wet carpet smelling apartment…..again
- lost my job with only 2.5 months of school left to go
- was late for school this morning because the car wouldn’t start and I had to call a classmate to pick me up
- car was smoking when I returned home after a very quick jaunt for groceries and gas this afternoon
GOOD STUFFS
- boy
- getting kitty
Now, I highly doubt that being allowed to get a kitty is a good enough thing for Karma to wind up and give me a flying bicycle kick to the ass. What does that leave? Oh yeah, the boy. Hmmm, that must be it. The Fates were like, “Yeah, let’s give this poor, sad girl this Amazing Boy to spend some time with. She’ll like that. Oh look, she’s smiling! She’s actually happy. Isn’t that lovely?” Then Karma came by, told the Fates they were bitches for screwing around with his pet project (that’s right, he likes to wreck people’s lives, he has special people picked out who he has deemed that nothing good will ever, ever happen to them), and decided to make absolutely everything else in the poor, sad girl’s life extra, extra horrible to balance out the Amazing Boy and bring his project back to a neutrally bad position. (yeah, I’m piecing together different mythologies and so on, bite me.)
Honestly, is there anything else that makes any sense???? Yeah, especially because in light of losing said job, I can no longer afford my kitty. 
I had it picked out and everything.
the poor, sad, little girl who lives in one great big ball of suck
L
